I have been sober for two months today. It took me a long time to even realize that I was an alcoholic. I started drinking socially, and then began to abuse alcohol on a regular basis as a means of dealing with my anxiety. For the past two months that I have been sober, I haven't even desired a drink. Today, I miss that feeling of being free from my anxities SO MUCH. I don't want to start again, because I know it is a downward spiral for me, and I have pretty much been doing this on my own. What do I do now that my honeymoon period seems to be over? Oh, to be the kind of person who can just have a glass of wine. It would taste so good right about now.
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