I have been working on my steps and am now working on step 4......The more I sit here and think about it the more I dont want to do it!!!! I want my past to stay in the past, I dont want to bring up the stuff that has already been done. Isnt this all about moving forward... nothing can be done about what has already happened so why go through it again??? This is really a struggle for me!! Am I just going crazy? Why is this so damn hard for me?
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