I just passed my 10 yr sober date on the 29th. Its good being sober but the crap in life still goes on.
There was an incident at work tonight that sent me into a panic attack, with anger at myself, the perfect situation that i used to drink over. I am worried that my mistake will cost me my job. And that my mistake will have the night shift without enough work for the night. .
But hell, at least i am sober.
Congratulations to our weekly winners with 10 hard fought victories, Knee Deep-second win in only three weeks (week 1), doncornelius in only his second week, Pebblebeach, LuvMyTitans, attester and Baldie. Terrific on a most difficult week. Great pickin by our several runner uppers with 9 wins. The year to date results at week 3 have never been this tight. It's like starting the season over...
Day 2 , I’m praying I get through today. Yesterday I did ok but I need to stay on this path .One day at a time . Thank you giuys yesterday for giving me such support and realizing I’m not the only one drinking in secret and suffering from anxiety.