well ive being at this rehab a week now and il tell you it isnt easy, the staff really get to the surface, we was talking about anger and i let everything out bout how i felt , y i get so angry, u c there 2 different angers 1)the passive way, where your sly and make sarcy comments, its an indirect of making ur anger come across 2)the direct anger where u just see red, ive never spoken bout my feelings to anyone,that peace and serenity you guys descirbed i must admit i didnt believe it, i thought it was all a bluff but since doing this rehab i understand wat you mean bout finding that peace, its amazing, even though its only being a week and a half of not drinkning , i dont think bout drink,however i have got involved in with this guy we have got really really close on the course in rehab and i know wat i have to do , i need to step back and decide if this is goinga effect my recovery, i havent being to no aa meetings at all this past week as iv spent all my time with him , im doing so well i dont wana relapse and fall back into that black hole again, but againg i dont wana lose this guy but wat if im jus seeking male company and were depending on eact hther, i really dont know, its kinda confused me now, please guys wat should i do?
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