but tonight I feel like I might fail. Six days sober so far, and they have all seemed easy compared to tonight, last night I had a little craving, but tonight it is full blown. I am stressed out because my man is working nights so during the day I have to try and keep the kids quiet and occupied so he can sleep, and at night I feel all alone. I am stressed out to the point to where I almost don't care anymore. This is the time we usually drink to relax, right after the boys go to sleep, and that urge is there right now. I keep thinking I haven't put the boys to bed yet, we could easily get in the car and go to the store and get me some alcohol. But then I think these few days would all be a waste, but then again I think I could get some good sleep tonight, only had one since I stopped drinking thanks to some over the counter help, but that mad me groggy all the next day. I am getting mixed signals on what to do and I know it is just the alcohol calling my name! I propably should have posted this as a journal, but I don't have many friends on here yet and I really need som advice. Sorry this is so long! Thank you for any advice in advance!
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