I get up in the morning and I know I only have a short time clean..but I look at myself and it's like meeting someone for the first time every morning sober..because drinking I avoided mirrors and God forbid someone took my picture..I feel like a birth from a seed right out of ground the transformation of myself has to be coming from a power greater then me...I don't think I have the power to do this alone..it's happening I like it don't want to second guess it or make it bad or indifferent in my mind but that is what us alcholics do...hoping I can rise above and be willing always to go on this ride of recovery because i spent alot of years spiraling out of control...now in some strange way I feel in control..AND I LIKE IT!
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