Well, I did it again. Got drunk. I feel like a huge pile of crap today & not just because of the alcohol...I am ashamed. My husband was offered a (potentially) great job with an investment company. He currently has a guaranteed income of $60,000/yr + bonuses. This new job is commission only. We JUST got done struggling for three years to pay off credit card debt & avoid losing our house, etc... My husband accepted the job & brought home champagne to celebrate. And I drank it & of course, went to get more alcohol. I didn't drink because I was happy, I drank because I was pissed at him for taking this VERY risky opportunity & for putting champagne in front of me. It was my choice to drink it, I am well aware of that. My husband & I ended up arguing & I drunk-dialed people, worrying my mother-I am a jerk! This morning my husband was all loving, acting like nothing happened, but did suggest that I not drink today. HA! Great advice. What have I been doing these last few months?? Not drinking. I am sobbing while typing this. I hate this feeling & I have no energy to play with my son or clean my house, but I have to at least be there for my son. I want to crawl in a hole & hide. Please help. I don't know if I've ever felt quite so low. No friends to call & my husband is at work. I guess it's time to just pick myself back up & start over, but I feel so alone right now (I know all of you have felt that at one time or another, too). Thanks for listening.
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