I don't even know if I have the strength to do this anymore, but thought I would ask as my boyfried's sponsor suggested it to me. I have been with my boyfriend for 5 years, and am embarresed to say...I only found out he was a drug addict this past June. WHAT A NIGHTMARE! I have thrown him out twice, over the summer we went to the emergency room about 5 or 6 times, because he abused his prescriptions. The ER does NOTHING. Our last visit we were told he wasn't a candidate for inpatient! HELLO...they heard him asking about pigs running around in the ER! So...back to the psychiatrist more suboxone, etc. I think he used yesterday and just don't know if I can do this anymore, but don't want to make a rash decision. I am preparing myself so that if it comes to ENOUGH, it has to be final this time as I can't keep doing this to myself. He had lost his job twice, got it back, probably 6 car accidents in the last 8 months...never arrested. Awful to say, but I wish he had as I think that is the only way to get him ordered into detox. I sware, at first I thought this guy lived live a cat, 9 lives, but it appears he actually walks on water. Any advice? I would GREATLY appreciate it. Thanks for reading. Lisa
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