I have a support worker who is supposed to take me to Dr appts. The last 2 she couldn't take me to and suggested I get the BUS. Has she never heard of agoraphobia or does she know what it is? After my Dr appt yesterday, who my Mental Health nurse took me to, even though he doesn't work Monday's, I text my support worker to tell her of the next appointment - you guessed it. She can't take me, she has a work function on. So I sent message back saying something nasty about how the hell do I get there. I am so angry with her. She no longer takes me to the shops and so I run out of stuff, and the times she did take me, she left me to go it alone and stayed outside for a smoke. I just freak out, being in the world alone and she has no idea. I think I am going to have to pluck up the courage to ring her boss and find out exactly what is happening. Right now, though, I would tell them exactly what I think of their service. She has these big ideas that tomorrow I can go into the world and the community alone. I guess it is a case of "If you're upright, you're alright."
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