Thanks me54 for chatting with me today and giving me support. Kitty is relieved to say I made the dreaded phone call to the guy. I wrote a script and rewrote it and rewrote it. I finally felt confident enough to dial. Then erase it and redial and erase and redial and run to the bathroom to dry heave lol until I held my breath and hit send call. I got a secretary and I fumbled my words but not too badly. Eventhough I want to say I should have said things another way. But my point is She got my info and will have him call me. He is away on a conference until Mon. This gives me more time to practice it in my mind. My husband is off on Mon so I cant hide from the call.
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