Ok so I know that I have social anxiety disorder, but I'm not sure if I am Agoraphobic. If you ask me I would say yes what a doctor would say there isn't no telling. I had an ex-girlfriend tell me I was agoraphobic she was picking, however sometimes you can pick while conveying a point. I am thirty years old and live at home with Mom and Dad. I was out for two years living with yet another ex-girlfriend when that relationship failed I moved back home. I want to be out on my own it just seems so difficult to achieve. Unless someone takes my hand and does things for me I will never do for myself because I lack the motivation. I spend my days cooped up inside my parents house and the majority of the time I am locked up in my room upstairs not even socializing with them. I see people enjoying their life being happy and free I just want that. I know those people have struggles but I want to not be so afraid of everything. I started going to the gym last year when I moved back home and began to like working out but I hated being around strangers, so unless I went at the dead times of the day I would not go at all. Now I have lost the motivation to even do that, all I want to do is stay laid up on my bed. I go to work, but even that makes me nauseous. I know most of us have been here or are currently here. I feel like I am taking the first step in trying to make a positive change.
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