Im trying to keep things together, but Im getting depressed. seems like everyone I meet is into parties and traveling. free spirits in college. the ones that arent like that are mothers, with to much stress for me. I try to keep things simple, and not take it to personally. but I cant. If I had friends they might help. Help direct me. but alone, Im just creepy. I know women at work that are still in their 20's that are married. I cant even make friends, let alone date. Its over whelming. i dont even know how to date. i barely leave my house to buy groceries, and im suppose to go to the movies or a party. Its all about putting yourself out there, so Im told. The very thing Im against doing. posting pictures. approaching people. sharing personal information. i just cant do it, so i get left behind...
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