Today should be interesting. I am headed out with a friend in a few to go watch the Panthers game at a sports bar out of town. Then later tonight I am headed out with a group of folks to a dueling piano bar. I'm nervous as heck because all I usually hang out with are my three cousins(all three brothers) I am out of my comfort zone but I am trying to stay strong and positive. I keep telling myself to relax and have a good time. What is also going to be interesting is I am not going to be drinking I might have one or two beers, but I am driving. If anyone can offer any suggestions on how to loosen up and not be as nervous please feel free. I am shaking as I type this. I don't know if I will be able to sit there through a 3 hour game amongst a bar full of strangers. I want to be able to open up and carry on a conversation with others without coming across as creepy LOL( because I'm not creepy) I just don't know how or what to say. One plus is the guy I'm going with he doesn't care he will talk to anyone.
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