Hi, I'm new here and wanted to share a brief overview about me and my struggle. See if someone experiences the same symptoms.
I was always very outgoing, party guy etc. Like 15 years ago I all the sudden felt weak in a huge crowd (soccer stadium standing section in Europe) and ended up fainting. I woke up in the hospitan and since I had a heart surgery as baby they kep me overnight but couldn't find anything wrong with me. From that day, it has always been a struggle going back into the stadium. Mainly feeling weak in my legs and throwing up. Over the years this has moved from stadiums to concert halls to crowded places etc. Now I dont like standing in line at the grocery store and just feel always tense and on edge leaving the house. I had good times and bad times. In the worst times I would throw up at home just thinking about going to my wifes family for dinner. In my good times I went to work every day had happy hour after wards and even traveled by plane. Unfortunately, this year I lost my job and got divorced and now I'm back to being on edge all day, very irretabil and while I still go out shopping , beach etc. I always feel on edge. I'm never scared of anything but usually, I get nauseas to throwing up and I feel weak almost like I cant walk. Then of course a little of health anxierty, I think OH MAYBE ITS NOT ANXIETY MAYBE ITS SOMETHING REAL even so I have it for years and now it's not anything else. I feel like I have symptoms all day long and I really hate it. I don't want to take medsz and just had my first valerian root tea tonight and hope it helps a bit. Cheers!