So...where to begin. Single mom,23, divorced, no family in town(sitter), family of addicts/codependent nightmares. Loves music!!! and art, reading, being active and outdoors.Obsessed with making things with my hands but rarely have the concentration to do so.Suffers from depression, severe anxiety, addictions,eating issues, paranoia, abusive past etc. Coming out of a low...Most of my time I'm spending alone or with my five year old son. I'm self employed, generally working independently.This was fun at first but not so much now. He goes to full day kindergarten. We should be going out more but between the weather and lack of transportation( and many other excuses) we stay in. I have multiple issues going on right now and this seemed like a good place to start since I'm pretty much home bound and in need of some socialization:) The last year has been rough and its time to start rebuilding.Dropping the embarrassment and guilt surrounding my current situation are going to be essential to my success, but doing it alone is no way to go about it. I'm hoping to connect with some folks to just support each other and be honest with.This is really difficult for me! My goal is to share my experiences with others. I want to build healthy and honest realtionships with people in my " real life" but right now I'm so f*ed up, i just keep avoiding my friends, creating superficial relationships, or flying solo. I want be real with people, and stop hiding out, be it in body or mind. I'm rambling some but, first times can be award so hopefully I've given someone something to go on. I'm dealing with multiple issues which makes it hard to explore one thought without crossing over to another topic .If you have suggestions for more appropriate ways to post, please share. Thanks for reading this. :) -J
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