Im 26 and am entirely unhappy with my life. To those who dont know me they think I have it all. I ride the fast motorcycles, play soccer on a mens team, workout all the time and am buff, have a big dog that is obedient and listen to everything I say, but for some reason I stay home on weekends and just smoke weed and drink. When I do go out and crowds with friends gets bigger than 2 or 3 i feel overwhelmed almost and I clam right up. I automatically start assuming that everyone is thinking bad things about me and that I really dont belong there. I want to start to develop the social network that I want but I always choose to just stay home, and when I do go out I never feel comfortable, never. So I cant even just be me and develop those friendships because Im so worried that im not accepted that I cant be me.
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