It's time for me to get a job. I've been on unemployment and can't afford to live off of it anymore. I'm just petrified. At night when I think about it I want to get an anxiety attack. So, I have been even avoiding doing job searches. whenever my fam or husband asks if I found anything on the Internet I make up something or say I'm getting my resume together. Ifeel like such a failure. I'm so scared of the interview and being around new people. I'm also very anxious when I drive so even driving to the interview scares me. I just want to hide at home. It's safer here.
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