Boy can I relate with all of you sadly! My depression started out when I was 3 years old due to insane parents and it blossomed in agoraphobia 4 years ago after I lost my job of 26 years. Any little thing from cleaning my apartment to leaving my front door seem overwhelming to me and have even had to wash my clothes in my bathtub for almost 4 years now being afraid to use the laundryroom. I made a huge mistake trying to explain to my friends and family what I was going through and they all exited my life. I thought by now that such special people in my life would be able to accept mental illness yet they all broke off any contact with me. I have been searching for work from home jobs as a customer representative etc. and know they exist but have yet to find one. I am looking at becoming homless in the next 3 months and would appreciate any ideas as far as work from home jobs that are not scams that you might have. Zero hope and feel my options are to become homeless or end my life and being homeless is not an option with my heightened senses. I would freeze to death. At least I understand what you`re going through being SO alone and feel free to call me just to talk to a kindred spirit. You are not alone! Michael 415-571-6362
So I kinda have a "friends with benefits" with a friend of mine and so today at school, he asks to come over and I told him "not today cause I homework and I have to study for midterms and a bunch of other stuff" and he says "Come on, just for a little while?" and so I gave in and then he asks if could bring his friend with him and I was ya, sure so I kinda didn't think much of it cause I have a...
I sit most of my day and get no exercise and I have this feeling of needles and pins over most of my body and it's driving me crazy. It gets so bad that I can't stand having my cloths on.