I had a doctors appt because my blood pressure has been running really high but 2hrs before time for the appt, I sneaked into the bathroom with my cell phone and called and rescheduled the appt. I didn't want my husband to know that I was cancelling because who would do that when they are having a medical emergency? I can't make myself go out and I feel so low now cause I just knew I was going to make this appt. I don't know what to do or how to help myself. Any suggestions? Want to be friends? I need someone who understands. I am the big joke with all our friends. They say they'll only see me if I can bring the house with me. It's embarrassing but I laugh cause I don't know what else to do. I hope you feel stronger.
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