I decided to start 09 with the admission to the world that I have social anxiety. I have dealt with this all my life and until a few months ago did not realize how much it was affecting my world. Maybe I have known but did not care. Often times I have agreed to do things and even looked forward to it but when the time comes, I come up with a reason not to have to be a part of the activities. Anyway I realize this is effecting my work and home life and want to change it . I really think this all goes with the fact I have the birth defect Spina Bifida. With that your body does not function like the average person and I live with the fear of a malfunction daily. However I am older now so it is time to stop using that excuse and deal with this
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