Well, my step-dad just moved back in. He's been moved out for around 6 months or so, after the divorce. But, because of his drinking he was kicked out of where he was living, and is back here with my mom. Which means I will be home even less now. I really need to find a way out of here. But, my only way out was my BF, and I don't want anything to do with him, so...so much for that. I don't understand how someone can do that to themsleves. I mean, if person after person told you you drank too much, or if it caused you to lose jobs, homes, marriages, kids...I just don't understand. And my mom is drinking again. I hate her when she drinks. i HATE it. I really really hate this house, and this "family". Guess they will always be the same. Oh well, at least it's their lives and not mine.
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