I have always been modest. I am a middle child. I was a loner. Although I identify having played all roles in children of alcoholics .I guess I would have classified as the 'lost child' mostly growing up.
I and my siblings were molested by an uncle during our younger years and our parents didn't know and I guess we all were ashamed or didn't know how to tell.
I have been married(but soon to be divorced, sadly, from my relapsed alcoholic husband.) for about 23 plus years.
I hated it but I was very shy about my body, but yeah I was seen undressed,etc.. but it always caused me anxiety in which I always tried to play it off.Being a woman with all the pressure there is out there fo be beautiful doesn't help any of us.But yeah....Does anyone else have problems being undressed in front of someone (spouse0 in whom we are supposed to be comfortable? I have never gotten past it and wish I could have.I wasn't a prude with my husband either.Just very uncomfortable being exposed.Hope this makes sense.How did any of you get past it?
Thanks for letting me share and I hope someone can relate ...