A little about me . My father was a alcholic all my life till 2 years ago . He had a really bad seisure which scared him and us really bad ! The doctors said if he continued drinking he would die.They detoxed him in the intensive care unit and he has not had a drink since . I am proud of him ! My life as a child was good and bad memories , i mean we were poor and didn't have food and heat alot . But he was a nice drunk to us kids . My mother and him fought occasionally , which then he would destroy things like our front door or coffee table . My brother drinks now and is so much worse then my dad was . He is a angry drinker and i don't like to be around him . Myself i have been child molested and raped at 15 , in my 20's i drank , and i have a eating disorder . I never told my mom or dad what happened to me till i was grown , and sometimes i wonder if it was the way i was raised or what i saw around me ? I guess what i am saying is to me being drunk was the normal growing up . Now i refuse to live with a drinker and i do not drink myself . Any ways i just want'ed to say HI and tell a little about my self .
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