My father was a alcoholic. He left when I was young & I was always told that I was a daddies girl. He married 2 more times & had a tolal of 5 kids & didn't really care about any of us. He died about 20 years ago & I still blame him for my life. I have always been unhappy. I don't feel loved. And I don't know how to give love. My grandfather was a alcoholic & my little half brother is one too. My real sister was on drugs & I have seceral cousins with the family problem of drugs or alcohol. I never new about al-anon when I was a kid & thought I was the only person with that problem. I never join a group but my mother belong to one.
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