Do you ever feel like you are all out of tears. I am so overwhelmed by all of my feelings and past hurts that I get so depressed. Lately, I just have not been able to get back on track. I'll be depressed for a few days, then I will try to find a way to get better. I could not cry last night for anything. Even though I felt so down, I could not cry. I am so tired of going back and forth. I still don't understand what the purpose of all of this is, you know, life. Why work, have friends, have children if you can't ever find happiness? None of this makes me happy and it's killing me.
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