Well I always grew up knowing my dad had a sevre alcoholic and it never fazed me I got used to going to school hearing kids say I saw your dad was at the bar last night getting drunk him being gone every night until 3-4 in the morning at the bar and dealing with his rages about everything I knew that his drinking made him a different violent person and my mom swore she would never do that never call me in the middle of the night saying she was going to kill herself well I am now 21 and am expecting my second child in 10 days and I am reliving my dad with my mom she has turned into an alcoholic and I know it is because of my step-father he puts her through hell and back. I just want to have my mom back I have excepted the fact that my dad will never change but my mom I wont I need her more then anything and I just dont know what to do how to help he I just want her to be the same mom I grew up with protecting us from my dad and it seems all her promises where in vein I am just so angry she says she will be herewhen my son is born but I am not sure if I should believe it get my hopes up when it was the same story with my daughter and she didnt come see her until she was 3 months old because her in her drunken state thought it more important to complain about her name I wasnt suppossed to have any childern and I so desperatley want her part of my childerns lives dont get me wrong she loves my daughter to death but never sees her as much as she should she is the only family I have here the rest live 1500 miles away what can I do to make things better?
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