I get frustrated. Because my heart hurts so much wanting to adopt agian. We are trying but it never works out. We are getting older and have had some negative responses to our age. So that to is frustrating. Some times I wish God would take the feelings away so I can be at peace. We are going to wait another year and if nothing happens then we will give up I guess. Is there anyone else out there that feels like I do? I was not able to have children of my own due to health problems. I think I just have a strong maternal instinked and that is why I can't give up. I keep hoping God has meant us to adopt because he knows how much they would be loved. Thanks for letting me vent. ivorysou
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