I recently decided to start the search for my birthmom. Just got a call from the agency I was adopted through and found out they will do the whole search for me (alot easier seeing they have all the records, huh?). I am feeling a whole lot of different emotions..excitement, nervousness, even a little worried. My amom has always been very sensitive about this issue. She doesn't understand my need to find my birth family. I love you with all my heart, and don't want to hurt her, but this is something I need to do for me. I guess the adventure really begins now
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