I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it. It makes me feel so worthless. What did I do?? I didn't meen to. I was small, a baby, I didn't meen to be a pain. I didn't meen to be horrible. Being adopted really gets to me somtimes. It makes me want to die. If my birthmum couldn't love me then who can. I don't love myself, I want to die. But I can't because I am babysitting three children...I'm only 14 and I can't handle this...I WANT TO DIE...KILL...DIE...AHHHH FREAK OUT!!
I'm sorry xx
I'm sorry xx
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