After a very long journey looking for nothing but a medical history, as knew there were no others, I was adopted privatley from labour room, I found instead, 8 others, and 1 we still cant find who went into an orphange at 6 weeks and no one knew of as 2nd born and 1st still a baby, never to be mentioned again for many years. Yes I went and met them. And am close to my youngest sister. I was the lucky one of all. The family was and still is very dysfunctional, with few speaking to each other still. My little sister felt very left out as a big age diference from previous one and felt like an only herself. They never knew of me either, so shock all round. Birth mother had passed away during the years I was searching. I went to her grave site with my sister, just the two of us. We all know we are here now, but not really in touch except for us two. And thats ok. Guess what I am trying to say, sometimes it is good to find and know they are there, and know the parents you had as your mum and dad gave you a better life than the others ever had, which made them this way, please, accept it, they cant help that, they do love you, but have never really been taught how to show it as you may have been. You may have to do that if you can. But the finding is great. Dont stop looking, they may be looking for you too if they know. And you just might find a rainbow.
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