Hi there i gave my son up for adoption in April of 2006. I haven't the slightest idea what to do anymore. I went to counselling, tried drinking and drugs. they did not help! I'm feel as though i may not have dealt with the loss in the right manner. I do know this though; you will never drink away the pain, you will never work enough days, hours or weeks to get yesterday back, you will only consume enough drugs to kill you. I feel rejuvinated today for today was the first time that i have ever spoken the words " I am not over giving up my son for adoption." But i am going help myself so that I can hopefully get through this sense of loss.
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