I gave birth to Evan on Oct. 12th. and had made the decision to go with adoption. The pastor and his wife from my mother's church adopted him. They are wonderful people and I know Evan will be raised in a loving home. I was put to sleep during my c-section and asked not to see him at the hospital. I thought this would only make things harder. My mother did get pictures of him, which I still have not looked at. I have two other children but am a single mom and knew I couldn't handle another child right now. But now that I am home the guilt is really eating at me. I don't want my son to hate me for what I chose to do. I am also questioning if this makes me a bad mom. How could I have kept my other two and not him. I love them all 3 so very much. I am just confused and need answers from anywhere right now.
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