My 15th birthday is soon. I hate my birthday, it upsets me so much. I feel so werid and sad and think about my contreception and it makes me so sad...Because of being adopted, I feel in constant need to feel loved and liked...I want to be small and treated like I am really young so I can feel loved and huged and stuff. I hate getting older...I find my adoption so difficult, does anyone else find their birthdays difficult?? If you do, how do you deal with it...my adoption makes me want to die, I find it so difficult...another birthday...another year older in this horrible situation...I'm sorry x
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