
Adoption Support Group
Adoption is the legal act of permanently placing a child with a parent or parents other than the birth parents. Whether you are looking to adopt, putting your child up for adoption, parenting an adopted child, or just thinking about it, this is the place to discuss.

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Last night I red this article "mother admits she doesn't love her daughter" in a web site called parents dish.
I was adopted, when I turn 8 years old, my biological mother had a change of heart.
(she wanted me back)
My biological mother and I never bonded, she was physicly and mentally abusive towards me.
My biological mother made me her housekeeper, broke my bones, and never care about my academic development.
anyway,now I realize that lots adults out there have this secret of" never been love my their biological mother"
I am 47 yo now.
I have a family and adore my children.
I was adopted, when I turn 8 years old, my biological mother had a change of heart.
(she wanted me back)
My biological mother and I never bonded, she was physicly and mentally abusive towards me.
My biological mother made me her housekeeper, broke my bones, and never care about my academic development.
anyway,now I realize that lots adults out there have this secret of" never been love my their biological mother"
I am 47 yo now.
I have a family and adore my children.
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All this amazes me, it's literally socically acceptable to be a bad parent but still consider a 'shame' on yourself and your family to be a birth parent that gave up a child.
Why also is it so hard to adopt? all the paperwork, the screenings, the home studies (I'm sure I'm missing something as I'm not an adoptive but an adoptee), people who are unable to birth their own children are told no we won't allow you a family for (insert reason) but again if you can birth it we can't tell you no?
*sigh* sorry this puts me on such a tangent. It's funny though because it's not so much about adoption persay but the battle I'm in with my ex though really it fits for both cases eh?
In the end for whatever our different stories are we survived them, have moved forward into our own lives and as long as we do the best we can we have the power to break the cycle in our lives and that in itself is alot, we effect all lives we touch in one way or another and for those around us by example we might be helping the next possible child victim.
I have always considered my Aunt to be my closest relative, almost my "Mom" so to speak. But I recently found out that she had once wanted to adopt me, but my mother would not let her. My aunt cared for me for a good bit of my childhood and those were the best parts.
My heart goes out to you and I'm glad you have loving relationship with your kids. I gave my daughter up when she was an infant. I did it because i felt like I did not deserve to be a parent because of my mental illness. I was also afraid that I would be as terrible a mother to my daughter as my mother was to me.
What changed my mind, though was my protective instincts. I found out that the adoptive agency and the perspective birth parents lied to me. They had put my daughter on welfare and there alot more terrible things going on. During that time I was terrified. I read the law, consulted counseling, read literature about adoptions, and i looked for stories from other birth mothers.
The most important thing that happened was when I started challenging the adoption agency on the lies they told. When I realized how bad it was, I took my daughter back. I was scared at first, but after four years I know I did the right thing. She is the most adorable, wonderful person you could ever meet. I love her and still feel protective of her to this day. I'm glad i didn't give her up for adoption.
I can't give up. I can't fail him. But I worry, what if I can't find a way to get through to him? What if I am not good enough? I know that there are good and bad stories. Good adoptions, bad adoptions. Good adoptive parents and bad ones. Not all adoptive parents abuse their kids. Most that I know love their children as they would if they had given birth to them. I can't imagine loving my son any more if I had given birth to him.
I commend you, Lakitana, for fighting for your daughter and doing your best. My son's bio parents have mental issues and also drug and alcohol addiction. For 4 years they were given housing, food stamps, free education, assistance for transportation to/from school, free day care, visiting home nurse 4x per week, parenting classes, visiting parent assistant/aid 3x per week, marriage counseling, medicaid. Social workers took collections and bought them cleaning supplies and a washer and dryer. They bought the kids Christmas presents. The kids were forever sitting in filfth, eating cat food off the floor covered in animal feces. Extremely under nourished. They never showed to school and counseling sessions. The last time my son was taken from them, he had a staph infection with 104 degree fever. His bio parents complained for 2 1/2 years in court (all the way to Supreme Court) that the system did not help them enough.
I am only saying this to show that there are 2 sides to every story and that not all adoptive parents are bad people and liars. Not all adoptions are bad things.