Is it wrong to hate ur real mother, is it wrong to not treat ur bio-mom as a mother? I ahve been wonderin this for about a year now. i just cant do it, i just call her by her nick-name, but never "mom". i tried that once when i was real little, but it just really creeped me out. I call my grandmother my ma, cause she is the one who rescued me, the one who raised me. My real mother used to hit me, drop me on purpose, lock herself in the freakin bathroom and refused to feed me. And my father claimed that he didnt know how, so it is amzing that i am even here today.
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