I was adopted at 4yrs of age, by a man I now call dad. My father (I am sure that I am in the right place and you will know the difference between father and dad) any how my father died before I got the chance to meet him. He wasnt allowed to see me unlees we was clean. And since I never met him, I assume he never got clean. I know addiction, I know addiction better than the average person. but for some reason I cant bring myself to understand why? Why wasnt I important enough? Did he not want me? And is it okay to be mad at someone who is dead? I was important enough to my DAD for him to get clean, why was I not important enough for my FATHER?
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