Another thing, that kills me, the doctor at the hospital didn't know I was giving my baby up. So when I first had her the doc. laid her by my head... And I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THAT MOMENT MORE THAN GETTING MARRIED, MORE THAN A DEATH, MORE THAN ANYTHING... He put this tiny little girl by my head and she looked right into my eyes... SHE WAS SOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL... and then she closed her eyes and fell asleep like she was soooo content ....... Which hurts me sooo bad.. I'll never forget that moment.. She was probably so content thinking I was taking her home.... I just can't get that image out of my mind... and nor do I want to..... Are there any web sites or something I can go on to find her??? Does anyone know????? Or should I just let it go... I'm just not sure what to do... Sometimes I want to find her sometimes I don't??????? I just don't know... I just want to make sure she is safe and happy????? Any advice??????? Thanks...
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