As some of you know, I have been in contact with my son, with his adoptive parents permission, for the past few months. At first we sent lots of messages back and forth. But, now, he does not write too often. I was watching some obscure reality show tonight where a young lady was going to meet her real mom...she was in foster care most of her life. When asked if she missed her mom, she replied 'well, you can't miss what you don't know'. So, I am almost certain that this is why things are not progressing too much in our relationship, plus the fact that he is 16. For, even though I have been thinking about him for years, he probably hasn't been doing the same because I am a stranger in his eyes. Just wanted to share.
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