I don't know if this stems from being adopted but--i just don't feel right and after reading a post from someone about being a people pleaser and having intimacy issues--ect.---it made some sense---but still how can all this be caused from an adoption i have no recolection of--i was adopted at 11 weeks old---and i luv my parents--i was never abused---my parents have given me the best life anyone can ask for--but yet i just don't feel right--sometimes i think i am depressed---but it is situational (related to friendships/relationships)and i am also an emotional eater--binge eater--but what is the root cuase of it all--i mean i guess i know when i started my binging---but it was event that happened 8 years ago--i was ditched by the group of people i called friends--that can't still be affecting me now--if it is i am pathetic---i also have this fear of intimacy--i just can't bring myself to be in a relationship and have a boyfriend--but it is this type of relationship i so badly seek---but what makes me fear it so much--but what this post discussed in which i read i could relate--the people pleaser and the fear of intimacy--but how could this all stem from adoption---this individual had also experienced abuse---but i have never been abused--so is adoption part of it--feeling not right--feeling hopeless--feeling that things will never be right in my life--is i the sole reason--or is not related at all?
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