I want to thank everyone for their responses. I'm sorry if I didn't post it but my daughter would be 20 last month. I am 36 and gave her up 2 days after her birth... But after talking on here I think when your unsure of something then just wait on it for a bit. I just don't want her to think I never tried. I just started seeing a therapist I went once. I also have panic attacks so the last 2 or 3 appointments I have cancelled. But I WILL make it there the next time. And maybe we can talk this thing out. I decided that maybe she's not ready to meet me or starting her own life right now. The time will come when she is ready. I would never want to mess anything up for her right now. So like I said I will let it go and talk to my therapist about it for now. Thanks all you guys for your responses and support xoxoxoxoxox
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