I'm 22 and I wanna start to search for my birth mom, but I'm so scared. The whole adoption thing isn't a good subject for me, my adoptive family is great, don't get me wrong, but I just feel so worthless and not good enough for anyone. And if I DO find my birth mom and she rejects me, I'm gonna feel even worse. What should I do? BTW, i have lupus which is heritery and in 2 years victoria is going to get checked for it, so findin my birth mom would help with my health history, but i'm really scared. plz help
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