Well, so far, the bm has not come back around. She wants to keep the baby. I have had a long history of infertility treatments - 6 iui's, 8 ivf's, and one donor egg cycle. All failed. Now this. This was supposed to be my sure thing. Everyone said, "well, you can always adopt". I don't think I can recover from this. I don't know what my purpose in life is. If I don't have a child, then why am I here? Don't worry, I won't be threatening suicide. But I don't know why I have to get up in the morning either. I'm not working, but I don't think going back to work will make it any easier. We had always known that I would be a stay at home mom. I was so miserable at work, and it kept getting worse. It started to feel like my punishment for not getting pregnant. So, we decided to let me stay home and concentrate on starting our family. I knew infertility treatments were not guaranteed, but then my donor cycle failed, and now this. I just don't know how much more I can take. I just don't. What can I do?
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