OK I know i am asking a lot of questions here but I hope not to bother for awhile.When I first made contact with my birth family I found my Uncle first and then cousin's wife.She was due to have a baby in April and I can't even contact anyone to ask how it went or know if she will talk to me.(bm has banned all contact)Anyway,was walking past baby store and thought I would love to send a gift.I really liked her and it's just something I would naturally do but with all the adoption conspiracy I am not sure it would be very wise.If I sent her a gift she may tell Aunt who will tell BM and she will be really annoyed.Or she (cousin) could write back and open relationship again.I never had the chance to say goodbye when BM cut me off.(to cousin).So yes I do want to find out whether she is still able to talk to me and I want to buy a cute baby gift and give it to her cause really want to.(pause for breath).OK so that is it hope I have made it understandable raving away as I did.
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