Hi everyone.I am new to this site.I was just wondering if anyone who has been adopted feels like they are unable to truely feel like you are apart of this world and you belong here like everyone else.I feel emotionally disconnected and deprived of normal everyday feelings that people around me get the privaledge to feel for one another.I cannot feel love,exspress feelings,and I always feel like I'm going through the motions.I've learned how to pretend very well.I can hug back when hugged,I can say I love you without meaning,I can smile anytime,though I really want to cry.I have been told from the first day I could comprehend,that I was adopted.I was repeatedly told from all discusted family and exstended family,how lucky I was to be adopted.Yeah,lucky me!
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