I am ready to tell all of you..Not my proudest day...I had graduated a year early from high school at age 16 to be able to get away from the abuse. My dad didnt agree with this and said if you cant live my rules then you must go. I moved in with friends. I met a man 4 years older I fell in love with. We moved in together the following year I got pregnant...I at 1st was kinda in denial but then the syptoms get so strong u cant ignore. well he didnt want a baby. he said never ever does he want children. I told him I didnt want to give up for adoption because of my background. he said well if I kept it then he would leave. I was 17. So he was convincing me to get an abortion. So when I finally decided to contact any angency for an abortion they told me I had waited so long that if not done by this Saturday (which was only day of week they did this then I couldnt legally have one.) Well also in the past my dad had said if I ever came to him and was pregnant he would make me give up for adoption.. So I did the unthinkable. I had an abortion on my Birthday...WOW I said it...I suffered terribly with this. I am a murderer and of all days...Well I now know that God has forgiven me because I have 2 beautiful helthy children and I left that man and found one who wanted to be a DAD. Guess wha his initials are DAD..Thanks for letting me share. Love, Betsy
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...