This week I have two midterm exams, one in classical electrodynamics and the other in cosmology. I also have three homework exams, one in each of those subjects, as well as a quantum assignment i havent started. On top of all that, I have to enter student grades and whatnot. Naturally I spent today watching videos on youtube. Graduate school is kicking my butt. I've known I have ADHD for years, but I was always able to coast by on my brains. This time I may be in over my head. The material and workload is too much and I spend more and more time goofing off. Every time I try to concentrate it seems like an impossible task and I'm driven to distraction. The only way I get work done is by working with other people. I'm also spending too much money. This is my first time away from home living on my own and i find myself spending more money than I need to. I often buy expensive things for no reason and I should be living on a budget. It's just an impulse. Meds didnt work for me and if this keeps up I'm gonna drop out and be in a lot of debt. Does anyone have any suggestions for beating this thing without meds?
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