I know that everyone has suffered in there life and I am very in-tune with that . That is my biggest problem I'm, or was, too In-tune with what was going on around me . It's hard to turn it off I'm seeing a pcycoligis and its helping a little but there is a lot of damage done to me by myself and others throughout my 40 years . I have have 4 small ones and a wife that would rather see me die than alive . I do treat them all with respect but feel distances at times , alot of the time or that I just can't be bothered. Since seeing the therapist I have pieced alot together and in the last while and have notice that my anxiety levels are way up .( I think its because of the regrising ) I just want to be able to relax for once in my life .
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