I'm so sick of my messiness and it never, ever seems to get any better. It overwhelms me. My home is such a mess most of the time that I can't ever invite anyone over. I HATE THAT! I'm so sick of myself but it isn't that I'm not trying. Every single day I try. Every day I start somewhere, but I never can seem to finish in the same place where I begin and at the end of every day I look around at my home, exhausted, and it's still just as messy as the day before. Could somebody PLEASE tell me they can relate???
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