At the end of the day I am tired, lonely, frustrated, and hungry. Especially if I don't eat, I crave a cigarette, or a drink. I have found that on ritalin one drink feels like a lot more. I feel that is all I am doing now. I have talked to my therapist...and just asked my doctor to switch me to Strattera. Ritalin works well for me during the day. The long acting makes me feel out of control and sick. I am so confused. I don't want to drink alcohol, I want the benefits of my meds, but...feel I can't control it on my own.
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