I have found myself in a wonderful marriage but unemployed. I am in my house all of the time and I don't do anything. I used to work, when I would quit a job I always had another one. I don't know what happened. I sit on the couch all of the time watching tv or on the computer. My housework is backing up to the point where I don't know where to begin. I don't get dressed anymore and I don't fix my hair or put makeup on. My husband loves me for who I am, but I am not happy with who I am. Everything seems to be an effort and I don't know how to fix this.
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